Melt down is over . . .

I decided I'm going to concentrate on weight loss and the stuff I want to enjoy until my 20 week Ironman plan starts.  I need to find some fun before it becomes REAL intense.  I CAN DO THIS!

WARNING: TRIATHLETE BREAK DOWN AHEAD!

Don't mean to be a drama queen but I QUIT! I'm tired from work, family, and life. How can I possibly fit in Triathlon?! Seriously? Let alone an Ironman!
My hubby thinks I'm paralyzed by fear right now. After the Half Ironman I know what it is going to take to get to Ironman Arizona and I'm stuck.

Nothing seems to be cooperating with my training. I'm stressed to the max. My family and young kids need me. I can't get enough sleep. I despise the swim. UGH!!

It seems like everyone else is totally committed and just keep going.  I don't know if I can do it.

UGH . . .

I have a race on Sunday and I feel very unprepared.  I don't like this feeling. I'm hoping that the end of the school year will bring me more work out time. 

I'll keep you posted on my the big race on Sunday.  Tempe International OLY distance